waking up, part 1

April 23, 2007 at 7:16 pm (Uncategorized)

i figured out one thing that was good about my anti depressants- my memory sucked. why is this good, you ask? ’cause i could live in the moment. now i’m starting to remember things that i did that were pretty stupid, and rather than just laughing about them, i’m getting embarrassed! crap! i’m not in high school any more, i should be able to forget about that time i threw up on some guy in a bar a year and a half ago instead of blushing and groaning. poop. plus, i feel like my writing is boring now. maybe it was always boring, but i thought it was ok before? crap, this is going to take a while to get used to. i guess they’re called happy pills for a reason.

in the meantime, here’s some yummy biscuits i made recently. mmmmmm, sausage and cheese biscuits….mmmmm. secret family recipe that always makes me happy, and everyone i make them for always loves them. mmmmmm….

R. Iosifovna said…

I’m glad you’re phasing out the “happy” pills! In the long run, it will probably make you happier. And maybe you’ll begin to recall more pleasant memories (although, barfing on someone in a pub is what i consider to be a ‘happy’ memory. It’s pretty damn funny).

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1 Comment

  1. R. Iosifovna said,

    I’m glad you’re phasing out the “happy” pills! In the long run, it will probably make you happier. And maybe you’ll begin to recall more pleasant memories (although, barfing on someone in a pub is what i consider to be a ‘happy’ memory. It’s pretty damn funny).

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